Thursday, May 03, 2007

I'm going crazy!

The semester is winding down and finals are now at hand. I normally go to school on Tuesdays and Thursdays but this week was a little different. Tuesday was the last day of classes and I have two finals on Friday. Today (thursday) I woke up 2 different times in a complete panic thinking that I was going to miss my first final. Normally on school days I am out of the house by about 7am to get to my 7:40 class. This morning I woke up at about 7:30 and knew that it was Thursday and panicked thinking I was going to be late to take the final and thought that I wouldn't be allowed to take it at all. I then got ahold of myself and remembered what was going on and went back to sleep.

Then when I got home from work this evening I ate dinner and decided that I needed a little bit of down time before studying. So I went downstairs to watch one tv show and ended up falling asleep on the couch. I woke up at 7:45pm and looked at my phone thinking it was morning. I panicked yet again and made a mad dash to my room jumping over whatever objects were in the way. I got to my room in a frenzy not knowing what to do first to get ready when it hit me again that I was making a mistake.



Stephanie said...

oh dear. you just need to go relax in hawaii already.

nana said...

Perhaps that is why you attract the crazies!! Hawaii seems like the logical choice at this point. You better get outta here.

Robin said...

I am sorry to hear of your failing mental health. Luckily I know lots of people that may be able to advise you on your options for medication.

Good luck on your finals!

Emily said...

Brandon once got up and showered and got dressed in the night thinking it was morning. I can never sleep well when I have an early test or flight, so paranoid I'm going to miss it.

Lauren said...

I know how you feel...finals do that to people.